When I was told my 4-month old needed open-heart surgery, I wanted the God of miracles. Instead, I found a God who most often does His work through the hands of ordinary people called to the extraordinary.
“But look at what you are doing right now.” That was a whisper I felt in my soul recently. I was in the middle stressing out about not doing enough. Specifically, not doing enough for one of my children. And then, I felt those words. Not audibly. An internal knowing.
A friend and I lived out worst case scenarios. When the doctor says there is a 90% chance it could be this, but a 10% chance it could be this other darker thing. Our stories often fell in that dreaded 10%.
